Mood: Lazy.

My Thursday was boring excluding school hours. School hours are always time for getting hype up. :) Tried very very hard to pay attention to every lessons. Since im sitting alone,its so hard cause i cant pay attention if i cant talk with someone. Since Tasha sits with Farihin,im all alone. Eyes getting heavy each lesson,lol. Had straight remedial after school till 4pm. Went home,ate and sleep. Normal routine.

I miss working,i miss coffeebean,i miss raffles. How i wish i can work on my june holidays and earn some money but o levels ugh. Mid years starting next week and here i am,chilling milling. Gah,when am i gonna start revising back again,i dont know. Monday will be english paper 1 and 2. I hope i improve in my english this time round.

Currently nothing to talk about and have been talking about old precious times with shahfiq now. Having tuition at 11 tomorrow and i feel like having nasi ayam penyet ria now. At novenaaaa.): Mommy pleaseeee bring me there tomorrow! Off,bye.

La la land.

I love demi,she's so fucken cute!

Wednesday was pretty hectic.

Walked to school like a zombie and met Tasha up just like normal. Was suppose to go up our class to have a temperature taking. Blablabla,the next thing i know,my world turns blank. Why? Cause i slept for like 25 minutes. Since the class are allowed to slack and i didnt realise i was sleeping till i woke up,duh. Had lessons as per usual after that.

Was planning to watch Knowing with Farihin. The trailer was (Y) cause its about disasters and end of the world,i think. But they're only showing at 1pm,amk hub. Zang. We finish school at 1.45 sia! So yeap,was supposed to watch Jangan Tegur with Fir,but nevermind. We'll catch another movie after my mids,since Farihin wanted so much to watch a movie today. So yeah,meet up and buy tix.

Movie was great,the sound effects the kindaf horror movie i like to watch. But ratings was 3/5. The storyline actually wasnt that scary,but the sound effect was. Suspense gile babi. Go watch go watch! I like the first part,the starting of the show. (Y) i tell you. Haha. But seriously,i dont know why people told me they feel like something's hunting them after watching the show,it wasnt that scary as in WOAH anyway. And one thing,Farihin screamed alot. And there's this non-matured kids whc i think is below 16 years old,was fucking distracting the show by laughing LOUDLY and talking all the way and was sitting infront of us. I couldnt stand it,cause i dont wanna waste my money sia. Feel like shouting to them,but i only prefer a shhh at them. -.- Serioushit. If you're there,it will irritate the shit out of you. Laughes like there's nobody's business. There was one time Farihin shouted,and one of the guys will go "Eisssh kalau aku duduk ngan dektu,dia dah peluk aku da!" And they laughed together. Wth,non matured people sia.

Dropped by ntuc,and brought apples and milk for mom. K tak perlu,i know. Went home,ate and as usual,i went to sleep. I didnt watch school days/daze,idk. I woke up when abang called to come here. And alot of texts was waiting for me to reply. Lol. But im lazy. Thursday please go on fast.

That dream,gives a hint to me.

Oral mt sucks big time.

Oral mt today: I screwed up.

School before that was quite okay. Tasha didnt came to school. Aww imy darling,show up to school please? Mid years are getting nearer,in fact its only a week away. I bet shes cmg to school tomorrow,no worries.

I panic-ed. While waiting for my turn next to face up the teacher,and we asked the ones who are infront of us to signal if the conversation is easy or hard. Scrath head if its hard,smile if its easy. Alot gave scratches on the head,and alot gave the cramped face and whispered "Susah!" When my turn was next,i swear i was trembling and i had butterflies all over my stomach.

Cikgu Juliana: Beritahu saya kerjaya kamu bila kamu sudah besar?
Me: Oh,saya mahu menjadi seseorang chef. Saya minat dengan memasak.
Cikgu Juliana: Apakah yang membuat kamu minat dengan bidang memasak?
Me: Saya sering melihat rancangan-rancangan memasak sejak saya kecil dan selepas itu ibu saya akan mengajar saya memasak masakan tersebut.
Cikgu Juliana: Apakah ciri ciri untuk menjadi pemasak?
Me: Saya hendak memasuk ke course culinary di polytechnic. Saya mestilah berkerja keras untuk lulus dalam O levels saya.

After that convo,she gave me alot of advices about going shatec and whether i can go overseas and all. Ugh! I spoke in english sia some-.- And my saya is saye,and i didnt speak bahasa baku all the fucking way! Fuck! And i only sat for awhile,and tt means little marks causei dont talk alot. Okay,i screwed up totally. Went back home and slept in my uniform and shorts. Was tired like fuck. I have a hard time sleeping yesterday,i dont know why. Texted certain people. Bagus lah,kalau aku dah tido,korang text. Kalau aku tido lambat,korang tido siang. I did revised geog till 3am yesterday and i tried sleeping but failed. I didnt have a good sleep,that explains why im tired today. I think i fall asleep after hours of rolling on the bed -_-

Watching knowing with Farihin tomorrow after school. After this,i promise im gonna revise till late night! And table of glory finish already sia,today last episode. But im happy,fucking happy that Wu beat Jiajun,wooo. Off,bye!

Those words are meant for a friend.

I can't believe it we're going through this. Or,i cant believe it IM going through this. Those last words wasnt for you,for goodness sake. Can you please swallow this right down your throat! THOSE WORDS ARENT MEANT FOR YOU. As i said,please. I dont wanna lose this friendship,or whatever we had. But you're too fast in making decisions and assumes that my sentences in my blog are for you. Its not. Its the second time you're saying all this about breaking off whatever we had. Can you please solve matters or either ask first? But instead,this happened! Omg,all i can say is,omg. Serioushit. I tried having the initiative to solve matters,but you,nah.

If you think this is the best way,then whatever suits you.
Dont think i cared about this,i did. I wouldnt have called up to solve matters cause i never had call up to solve a matter with a guy. I use to think i dont care,but now i did.

I'll get right back at yah.

Pictures for today sucks,cause today's slack day. Farihin called me after school ends and asked if i had plans. So yeah,i told her i need help for maths. Went to meet her up at 4,and ate at np,again. I had chicken rice,whc i didnt finish it. GAH,how to gemok liddat!? Lol. Farihin had fries only. Bumped into farrah,and exchanged hugs. Went to market and bought what mom asked me to and then bus-ed home. See how lazy we are,its only 2 stops away,and we took the bus. Reached,and Farihin taught some vectors and we webcammed after that. Send her home and bought bubble tea,and home-ed!

Clean up,and watched table of glory. Trust me,i got so agitated that i shouted and cheering for Wu. Lol! Seriously,but mom didnt say anything. Haha dah biasa dah,lol. Table of glory will be finishing tomorrow,aww. Then will start with a new drama,whc seems interesting. Lol! And i hate Jiajun! And Xiaofen. K enough of this chinese dramas. Zzzzz.

I had enough of this. Seriously,we're fading. Each of us, f a d i n g.
Im faking it when i say im afraid to lose you. No,i didnt fake it. I just dont feel the same way now.

She's the one who open that umbrella up,lol.

Updating at private's,bye!

Look at my eyebags. Lol. But wtf who cares,lol! Yesterday was basically one whole day spent at the hospital. Plan was to visit grandpa at ttsh,but at 11am,i was forced to get up cause mom was in pain. Bathed and waited for uncle's car to arrive. Zamira was sleeping in the car. That cutie pie.

Once reached tts,accompanied mom to the a&e department. There was alot of people since its sunday. Waited for like a total of 3 hours and i slept at the chair for quite some time with my hoodie on -.- Mom ask why,i say "nanti orang nampak adik tido!" LOL. Mom went in into the ward and idk where to go. Cause the doctor told me mom's under observation and i have to come back at 6. So went up to see my grandpa and went to eat at Nasi Ayam Penyek Ria whatever idk the name.

Ordered ikan bawal cause im sick of ayam penyek,haha. But nice uh. First time in life or what,tambah nasi. -.- Kak fini dint. I was shy to ask for another plate of rice, but kak fini asked for me. Haha! And it was super spicy can -.-' But nice uh. Im so eating it this week again if i go to tts. Hehe. Accompanied mom and i have to stand beside mom's bed for an hour plus. Zang,at 7 plus the x ray results came out and the doctor said mom had gastric. After that,visit grandpa again,then went to buy crepes and kak fini bought tako balls. And home-ed!

I didnt went school today. Cause i was tired and i had a slight headache in the morning. Im gg out for lunch after this with Farihin and she's gna teach me maths at my house after tt! Chiao.

When the sun shines,we'll shine tgt.

17 again was = (Y) Awesome! Rating: 4/5.
Its hillarious and zac efron will always make me melt!

Today was all day with dearest Farihin. Met her up right after her tuition ends,and went to banquet since im not in the mood to have fast food. Reached banquet,and we ordered ice milk tea. Dont know why,but right after we had talks while drinking our ice milk tea,we dont even have the mood to eat. Suddenly so full,serious. Thought of studying at Woodlands library but there's no empty table. One thing about me,i cant concentrate if i were to sit on the floor,crossed leg. Ive got no mood to study if i were to sit on the floor. So yeap,we seriously dont have any ideas what to do. And ive got only 7 bucks with me. Superb -.-

Sat at banquet and later did we realise we're wasting an hour plus there,thinking of what we can do. Tear small papers and write things like study,movie,window shop, go home and eg. And we have to close our eyes and pick one paper. Hahahaha, we wanted to satisfy our heart. So when we get smth like "balek/window shop,we're like "Okayokay,nie last. Lain uhhh." Lol,its like we have decided what to whc is catching a movie but we're still wasting out time doing that. We debate on what to watch at the counter whether 17 again or knowing. Both sounds fun but i wanted to see zac efron badly D: The girl at the counter,recommended us 17 again (Yes uh Farihin kau kalah!) So yeap,we're late for show cause Farihin had last minute sakit perut and yeah we were late for like 5 minutes i think. But nevermind,at least we understand the whole show thing,and i laughed alot,and LOUDLY. -.-

Rushed home,and i was listening to songs. Was at the bridge when two guys,i didnt even look at them and if i knew them. What i know is I dont have any mood to talk to anyone or even smile. They stopped at the center of the pedestrian bridge and i heard like "Number." and they were facing me. Believe me,this is the most cruel thing ive did. Cus im always saying im attached or either not interested when someone asks for my number-.- I didnt even look at them,i faced my back at them and look away and walk away. Seriously,i didnt mean it but idk why i did it,lol. I told mom about this when i got home,and she asked me not to do it again. -.- Jangan sombong,nanti kene buat orang. She asked me to talk nicely. Loooool,anything uh she knows about experiences better than me though. Went to northplaza and bought nasi briyani,and things for mom. Thought of going jogging but last minute change plan. Thats it for today.

Im so going to watch "Jangan tegur!" soon. And i mean it,SOON. Maybe next next week? Cause im watching "knowing" on weekdays with Farihin. And plus,i need to save up for things and stuffs. And yeap,someone booked me to watched Jangan tegur already. See how it goes. Who knows last minute cancel and might be finding someone else to watch it with. Im outtttttt,Farihin go grab the pictures here! Bye.

Isnt he like the hottest thang in the world?

How i wish im much much more taller. ):
Mom says: "Kirekan nie step budak poly uh nie?" Heh heh,soon eh ibu! Insyaalah.

Tomorrows plan: To the hospital with mom.



Btw,Farihin uploaded a new cover,view it(:

Did you forget?

"Let's play a love game."

School was as per usual,and at last my mensus came after for so long didnt come. And the result was? A fucking long stomach cramps at school. Mood lost,and i kept quiet for awhile. Had geography test and thank god its an open book test. Hopefully i'll pass it. Went back straight home with Norman. And yeap,slept as usual till 5pm. Went down to the coffeeshop to buy some food with my muke basi baru bangun tido. Got alot of republic poly students sia. Muke basi pun org cakap hi-.- Wth. Tak favourite sia kene kacau. So,i asked Farihin to call me. Lol. Blablabla and then went home.

You told me you lied when you said it was faded feelings back then. You told me you aren't over me. Think. How long did i take to get over you? I loved you back then and my hopes are as high as mountains. Eventhough we never had been together and we're just dates,but did it even mattered that time? You mattered to me,alot. But have you ever thought how hurt it was when you left me at that point of time? Have you? Dont lie. Look at how much ive faced to be with you. Faced critisms by your ex girlfriend,hated by alot of people. That was the the first time. Have you ever thought about it? Yet,you find a replacement so quick. And now? You told me you faked it,you told me you tried to be devoting to loved her cause you wanted to forget everyth about me. Bullshits.

Then why did you get so stressed up. Ive told you this. "Its the first time im seeing you cared for someone this much." When you had problems with her and came up to me to tell about that certain problem. Dont you know how i wanted you to care for me like how much you did for her? When you said " I'll ignore when i have a problem and let it settle itself." How heartbreaking it was to let you ignore our problems. Have you ever wondered? You told me i didnt understand your feelings. If i didnt,i would have been someone pathetic and being not over you for however long it takes. But i tried so hard to understand. You have to get all those out of your mind? Well,me too. I cant have ever described how much i loved you back then in words. How much ive teared for you. How i had the idea to meet you back and made you liked me back. BUT i tried not to be pathetic as it seems so,i did forget about the feelings i had. Think about it. How ive faced everything.

You gave me the biggest birthday present ive ever had. And you click well with my whole load of bestfriends and friends. Planned with bestfriends to have a surprise 16th birthday party. Trust me,youre the first guy whc have ever did all this for me.

Liar!

They lied!
They say coffee makes it hard to sleep.
I started drinking alot of coffee but i sleep alot than i have ever imagines.
-.-

Thinking of you.

School > Home > Northplaza > Cwp with Farihin > Home!

Have never loved thurday this much. Have never thought thursday as a short day like this. Cause i always despise thursday cause all of the lessons are two periods each,and im alwaaaays absent on every thursday. Well,cause i started paying attention to most of the lessons already. Well,an unknown number text me just now.

8117103_: Hai,leh wat kawan?
Me: Siapa nie? Mana dpt number?
8117103_: Nie Awan. Kwn.
Me: Kawan name?
8117103_: Kwn name apiz. Lbt weply ckit,bz tdk.
Me:Tak rasa i know anyone name apiz.
8117103_: I dont know where he get your num,tak tnye plak.
Me:Okay now i know who. Nope,i got someone in mind now and i dont think he will like it if im contacting strangers.
8117103_: Ohk,gotcha. Tckr.

LOL,i never had given someone that reason to get to know me. What a reason,way to go! Hahaha. Whose the someone in mind? I dont know if im serious about it,but im only thinking of this one person when ive said that to that unknown person. And that Apiz,i just knew we knew each other months ago. Pass eh number,thanks ah. Short update,im going to revise abit. Byee.^^

Are you mine?

School was quite okay. Went to school alone since Farihin's going with Jo. So yeap,reached and as usual,i was sweating by then,lol. Had physics and i understand kinematics bit by bit. Im so gonna revise for my geography today. So im not sure if im gonna have a late night talk with ___. Hee. English mass lecture was boring,as per normal. Art class at the last period,thank god Mr Jay Lim didnt ask about why i didnt attend art remedial last two days. If not,he'll embarras me infront of the class,lol! Went straight back home after sch,get ready and ate at Northplaza food court with Farihin and slacked. Since long we didnt do any video covers,we did again today. Haha mind us,this is just for fun. There's alot but i'll just upload two of them. Lol,mind my voice,really. Haha. I want a matured voice please? Pfft. Went back home at 6 plus. And yeap,homed.

Im drinking an average of 3 redbulls per day,i think i need to reduce it to prevent from getting diabetes sia,really. Ugh,but redbulls are so addictive,lol! Im offfffff,watching jiajun! WEEEEEE,bye!

If this isnt love-Jennifer Hudson.

Thinking of you-Kate perry.

Look at 0.55 seconds hahaha kecoh!


This was suppose to be long ago,but i just get it today,lol.

Cause you keep me from falling apart.

I cut my hair short.

Today was quite okay. But as usual,i was tired. Maybe i should cut down my late night talks. I think im gonna start with cucumber treatment starting tomorrow. Wanna cut down my eyebags! Gah,dah macam kuih pau pun ade sia. Met Farihin in the morning and went to school with her. Had lessons as per normal and i think i didnt fall asleep in class. Zzz,i was paying attention and looking at the teacher but my mind was somewhere else.

After school,had bubble tea and normal routines with Farihin,crapped like what. She took pictures with no motive and whc is way different than the usual her. Means,the pictures she took,its so not like Farihin cause she'll do this penyek face,then alot uh. Haha i laughed like what! Im so called,addicted with blog shoppping already. Gah. Blame dee for giving me links to blog shops,whc sells alot of hoodie dresses. *melts.

Tasha discharged from hospital already,thank god. But she wont be cmg to school till Monday. Means,im gonna be alonne during art class tomorrow. Nevermind,i'll try draw alot of resources since i dont have anyone to talk with. :) Im always blabbering non stop,ade je cerite. Lol when will I change,i dont know. Hahaha. And i'll start revising tomorrow. I keep promising to myself from last week that i'll start revising. Oh come on Maya,you need to buck up. Ugh. I so hate studies! Im off,bye.

Random but cute!

"Do i have a place in your heart?"
Yes you do.
:)

And yeah! Someone in class looks like my previous ex,aww.
The same class for 3 fucking years and i find him cute just today,zzzz.
HAHAHA ,random.

Mad off.

My monday isnt great,at all. Alot of things happened. But my yesterday was great. The end of yesterday made me thrilled,smile myself to my sleep. It has smth to do with confessions. Had art period,and things happened to Tasha. And my day went as per normal after that. I skipped art remedial and i dont have any reasons,i'll be dead meat on wedneday,the next art period. II went home after that as i was shagged and i lack of sleep,seriously. And another reason i went back home cause i can't get through mom. She didnt went to work,again for the 5th time for 2 weeks because of her blood pressure's getting high. I tried calling her phone and phone house after recess but failed to get through. So,i rushed home to find out whats happening. Indeed,my guess was right,she was sleeping. I slept all the way till 6. Woke up,bath and buy some food at Northplaza. And yeap,thats how my day is.

Asal kau buat gini? Kau buat gini macam dia some kind of big fuck sak,kimak. Berapa kali aku nak kene advice kau? Aku tak pernah penat,but kau degil. Pernah aku give up? No right? Kau kenal die berapa lama? 1 tahun? 2 tahun? Sampai kau kene buat gini untuk die. Kau ingat ape? Nie sacrifices yang kau buat untuk tunjukkan die yang kau sayang die? Come on ah,fikir waras ah sia. Asal kau pentingkan dia? Pernah kau fikir pasal perasaan aku bile tengok kau macam gini? Die kesah ke pasal nie semue? Fikir ah,tak. Die tak tunjukkan pun sia die kesah pasal kau. Come on la,get over it. Orang tak appreciate sia,ape kau nak buat? Tunggu die sampai bile? Please la. Aku mintak maaf kalau aku kasar dengan kau and kalau aku tak tunjukkan yang aku kesah. Case nie,aku give up. Jangan sayang orang cepat sangat. Ingat.

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Im sad ): The hoodie i want,i texted her. But she told me the spree was closed due to some reasons. Ccb laaaaa. ):):):

Cute sia!

I dont want this.
I fucking need this! So gonna get this.
I'll start saving up by tmr weeeeeeeee.

Hopes as high as mountains.

First,i apologse for the latest post and if ive ever hurt your feelings. I didnt expected you to be serious this way. Im sorry im comparing you. Im just scared the same thing to be happening again. Who knows? You might say youre having this instincts we wont last,what we are now. Preferrable not to be into something official. And i guess i'll be spending time with you soon enough. But please,be yourself. Stay the same you whc will cheer me up with your jokes,your crazyness. I really do appreciate that. Dont assume when i say i cant tell you what im feeling now.

And im gonna change starting tmrw,i will try and i need to try. Because i miss old moments with bestfriend,and i guess im being unfair. I wanna spent time with two of my bestfriends like how we did long ago. Oh please. Im really sorry,from the bottom of my heart. Like seriously. Im out of words when you shoot everything to me. I miss you,yes i do bestfriend. I still treat you as one. I dont care if you didnt,but i still do,and i mean it when i say im gonna change starting tmrw.

Have a nice day people!

Doubts about what we are.

I cut my fringe,bangs again!

Post edited after 11.50pm,below.

Listen,im sorry im being emotional here,but who cares.

I hate when things are going fine but my mind keep telling me im unsure of what im doing. Sometimes,i think im overdoing the limits. I dont know if im sure of this and to continue on this way. Sometimes i think im better off alone but sometimes,it feels empty without you. Not hearing from you even for a day makes me worried. And i realise there's smth missing. I have mixed feelings. Not as in between two person,but between being like this,continue on behaving like this with you or just tell you we could have treated each other as just normal friends. You see,im also fickle minded in this matter. I dont know what i want. God,if only i know what i want for sure im gonna be trilled. Cause i cant decide yet. I got alot of questions running through my mind. And if you happen to read this,im not gonna talk about this. What's here,stays here. I dont wish to elaborate more on my feelings out of here.

If you're not over someone then why make me fall for you more?
Dont you think it confuses me ,cause you happened not to settle your heart matters and came up to me and tell me you loved me repeatedly? Have you realise why im always not replying those three words you've said to me each time you said it? Cause im making myself not to fall in love with you. Cause im making myself difficult to love someone. Yes,i can say its only a crush from the beginning. But im not sure to continue on having this crush feelings,or to fall for you more or even,wait for you to be over that someone. All along,i wanted to ask. Are you even serious about this?

Cause i dont even think i know the slightest answer you'll give me. I dont have any idea,no i dont. Im not sad nor dissapointed. I have everything now and im contented with life. Just that im rather disgusted i heard someone's gonna take my bestfriend away. Thats all. If not,things will be just fine. You're innocent but yet cute. Your innocence,i sweared i never have seen it on any guy before. Thats why ive told you,act maturely like someone with the age of 18,but you still treat serious things like as if im talking one hell of a big joke here. Listen,i dont mind with whatever your answer gonna be,i just wanted to let out whats inside my mind.

Once again,im sorry readers for this post.
Okay baccccccccck to being happy,lets partaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! Escape theme park,here i come!

/Edited!

Today was indeed,a bad bad day,an unlucky day. Was energetic when i first woke up,but im having some sore eyes,but it did reduce after hours. Woke up early and went online and then get ready to meet the others. 1.30 at bns,but as i expected as i was the first to come. Janji melayu uh korang,buat penat aku lari,takut kene marah nye pasal. Ishqal,Nabilah,Yan,Zuhairi and then followed by Hamzah came. Classmate outing or what,lol. Heed to escape and fuck it,there's like 3/4 of the rides are close cause of maintanence/repair or upgrading. We only got to play the wet roller coaster,superman,they go in the haunted house but me and nabilah back off. I went in for like 4 times already,and i dont wanna go in anymore. -.- This time,its haunted house 2,siapa mau gi layan sia,ade je hantu kejar dari belakang.

We went out early,nasib uh free tix,ishqal provide,if not kimek buang 15bucks sia. Then went o eat bk,yum. Topsy turvy ^^ Sorry Nabilah,i have to spoil it,and not going around tamp mall. :/ Im really sorry. I have to ruin the fun. Seriously,i owe you another outing alright,darl? Heed back to woodlands and parted with them. Went to meet Tasha,and i think i never ran like that before and ignoring the public eyes that are looking at me. Must have think im crazy. Send Tasha home after certain talks and then went home. Did house chores,since i didnt did any before i went out. Watch manja lara and then went online.

I go no fucking mood because of this certain someone. Thanks uh kau.

Seriously it was scorching hot.
I spray water from outside the lake at strangers and they sprayed at me back.
Lol boleh buat kawan sia!
Yan,Nabilah. ^^
Hmzahh!
Zuhairi!
Ishqal!

We got first,babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

The girl's dragon boat team won th championssssss in the interschool competition(!!!!)

Okay thats a summarize up if you guys are lazy to read up my long winded story about today. First up,woke up at 5.10am and bath quickly. As usual,woke someone up,haha sempat played a prank on him. (Y) Zang. Went to find smth to bring along with me. And decided to fry some jemput2 early in the morning. Left some for mom and leave a note,whc is the first time im doing that. Was suppose to assemble 6.30 but all came at 7 T_T

Reached and started warming up abit. Was nervous till Iffah told me its obvious from my facial expression tt im nervous. Gah. There's 18 schools tgt. We were in the second race,cause each race consisit of 6 teams. So yup,got ready,and the first race of us started. By half of the race my hands are already tired from rowing,and there's no fucking coordination. Co-ordination is the same timing we rowed our boats. And all hancur! Cause i tilt my head to the side and saw our opponents way infront of us.Actually i should have done that,lol. We cant look at our opponents. Finishing line and there's no hope. We got last place.

Dissapointed and sat back at our place. Everyone was sad,and had nothing to say with each other. And my asthma reacted for awhile,but i just ignore it since i didnt bring my inhaler. Mr sanjay approached us and told us there will be a second rase cause of our timing and we went back on plan again. Our boys team went to race with the others and they got in last. Reason: Cause they were still back paddling,trying to align the boat from the starting line and everybody started rowing already. If they were attentive,they would have done better. Cause they're good. But anyways,good job guys!

Second race/Finals.
We're told we have to strech our body far and deep our paddles deeeep in the water then the boat will go fast. We're against the best 6 teams. And Tasha was my partner for the second finals. Told her dont put hopes in us becoming 3rd,at least. But we did aim for third,at leassssst! Race started,and everybody have all out. Let me repeat this: We have our all our. The tiredness and all,ll i dont think it can described in words. Maybe it seems easy to you all. So yeap,i didnt look up at all,but instead i focus on the paddles in front of me to coordinate! Teamwork baby! The water splashing on our faces,when it got into my eyes,pain siak! Babi. I just closed my eyes and hear the countings and drummings. Finishing and i shouted like fuck sak! "CHAAAAAARGE!" LOL,seriously,i thought i saw us being second! I told them and we shouted like ****. Allight the boat and jumep around,especially me. Shoutings was hear. (Kimek kalau aku buat compo pun baik)

Prize giving and we heard we got first! Ape lagi,more jumping arounds! And damai sec whc we thought they were first,three cheered for us and we three cheered for them back. (Y)(Y)(Y) Was happy and wash up. Board the bus back,and Mr Sanjay discuss about giving medals on monday. Weeeee. But still,we got champion for the plate uh,not the cup. The cup is for jurong sec,i think. But still,FIRST SIAL FIRST SIA!!! Kite kental sia omg,dapat first happy gile babi to the core! Haha,k stop it. Had bubble tea with the usual girls and went back home and hit the bed till 7.

I am,still tired and im having arms cramp again but what i care sia!
IM HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPY! Th pictures are only half of it,group photos,i'll upload it once i get it. ^^ And this is the first time i achieve smth first in life excluding for having gold in gamelan. (:

Im updating at my private blog after this,so looooooooooooong guys! Hee :D:D

For mom! Lollll.

Aku tau handwriting aku cute and ugly,haha diam.

Tasha was sleeping and i was cloud watching. Nice right!

Sumpah azura cute!

Guys's team.

Planning.

Waiting.

Ah nah,makan ah jemput2.