Oral mt today: I screwed up.
School before that was quite okay. Tasha didnt came to school. Aww imy darling,show up to school please? Mid years are getting nearer,in fact its only a week away. I bet shes cmg to school tomorrow,no worries.
I panic-ed. While waiting for my turn next to face up the teacher,and we asked the ones who are infront of us to signal if the conversation is easy or hard. Scrath head if its hard,smile if its easy. Alot gave scratches on the head,and alot gave the cramped face and whispered "Susah!" When my turn was next,i swear i was trembling and i had butterflies all over my stomach.
Cikgu Juliana: Beritahu saya kerjaya kamu bila kamu sudah besar?
Me: Oh,saya mahu menjadi seseorang chef. Saya minat dengan memasak.
Cikgu Juliana: Apakah yang membuat kamu minat dengan bidang memasak?
Me: Saya sering melihat rancangan-rancangan memasak sejak saya kecil dan selepas itu ibu saya akan mengajar saya memasak masakan tersebut.
Cikgu Juliana: Apakah ciri ciri untuk menjadi pemasak?
Me: Saya hendak memasuk ke course culinary di polytechnic. Saya mestilah berkerja keras untuk lulus dalam O levels saya.
After that convo,she gave me alot of advices about going shatec and whether i can go overseas and all. Ugh! I spoke in english sia some-.- And my saya is saye,and i didnt speak bahasa baku all the fucking way! Fuck! And i only sat for awhile,and tt means little marks causei dont talk alot. Okay,i screwed up totally. Went back home and slept in my uniform and shorts. Was tired like fuck. I have a hard time sleeping yesterday,i dont know why. Texted certain people. Bagus lah,kalau aku dah tido,korang text. Kalau aku tido lambat,korang tido siang. I did revised geog till 3am yesterday and i tried sleeping but failed. I didnt have a good sleep,that explains why im tired today. I think i fall asleep after hours of rolling on the bed -_-
Watching knowing with Farihin tomorrow after school. After this,i promise im gonna revise till late night! And table of glory finish already sia,today last episode. But im happy,fucking happy that Wu beat Jiajun,wooo. Off,bye!