"Let's play a love game."School was as per usual,and at last my mensus came after for so long didnt come. And the result was? A fucking long stomach cramps at school. Mood lost,and i kept quiet for awhile. Had geography test and thank god its an open book test. Hopefully i'll pass it. Went back straight home with Norman. And yeap,slept as usual till 5pm. Went down to the coffeeshop to buy some food with my muke basi baru bangun tido. Got alot of republic poly students sia. Muke basi pun org cakap hi-.- Wth. Tak favourite sia kene kacau. So,i asked Farihin to call me. Lol. Blablabla and then went home.
You told me you lied when you said it was faded feelings back then. You told me you aren't over me. Think. How long did i take to get over you? I loved you back then and my hopes are as high as mountains. Eventhough we never had been together and we're just dates,but did it even mattered that time? You mattered to me,alot. But have you ever thought how hurt it was when you left me at that point of time? Have you? Dont lie. Look at how much ive faced to be with you. Faced critisms by your ex girlfriend,hated by alot of people. That was the the first time. Have you ever thought about it? Yet,you find a replacement so quick. And now? You told me you faked it,you told me you tried to be devoting to loved her cause you wanted to forget everyth about me. Bullshits.
Then why did you get so stressed up. Ive told you this. "Its the first time im seeing you cared for someone this much." When you had problems with her and came up to me to tell about that certain problem. Dont you know how i wanted you to care for me like how much you did for her? When you said " I'll ignore when i have a problem and let it settle itself." How heartbreaking it was to let you ignore our problems. Have you ever wondered? You told me i didnt understand your feelings. If i didnt,i would have been someone pathetic and being not over you for however long it takes. But i tried so hard to understand. You have to get all those out of your mind? Well,me too. I cant have ever described how much i loved you back then in words. How much ive teared for you. How i had the idea to meet you back and made you liked me back. BUT i tried not to be pathetic as it seems so,i did forget about the feelings i had. Think about it. How ive faced everything.
You gave me the biggest birthday present ive ever had. And you click well with my whole load of bestfriends and friends. Planned with bestfriends to have a surprise 16th birthday party. Trust me,youre the first guy whc have ever did all this for me.