Stop critisicing people like as if you're that perfect,you know who you are. People dont find you that awesome,anyways. So why? I dont understand people. Hey ,i dont hate you for the fact that we did spent some time together. But please,change for goodness's sake. You're getting from bad to worse. Your mistakes,your bad side. You know it yourself.
Tuesday's awesome. I didnt know N read my blog and said the most touching thing in school just now. I know i have friends,but you know.. friends in that kind of way,i dont have that anymore. Well,there's one but she's attached though. So,i cant possibly be dependant on anyone. I keep relying on people,thats where my mistake lies. Seriously,i know.
And yeah,you're like blaming me. Im sorry if you have this special kind of feelings for me and its my fault,but we've just known each other for awhile. You told me you didnt expected anything from me but why the ignorance,why the sudden attitude? Okay fine,i understand if you're shy,i encounter it the last time too. Being rejected by a crush isnt easy as it seems so. But isnt "Let's know each other more." is better than "Let's just be friends.We can't be more than that."? Think about it. Im facing the harder situation than you. You know what i mean since i did open up to you about this matter.
Not gonna online at night,gonna mug cawan mug cawan after i take a nap.