Okay,since you asked me last three days,im gonna let it out with an open mind. Its like this. I thought i fall for an ex,cause suddenly poof,it made me think that you're everything i want. The same case when i had a crush on you last 2 years but we only lasted for a short while. Sucha waste,i know its been haunting your mind last few months cause karma have been hitting on you,but no. As you know,im over about the you-hurt-me when we broke up part. But,i dont know how and why suddenly the feelings came back. So,i decided to keep this feelings i had and keep on watching. I told this to Farihin,cause this is the last thing i shared with her about.
But,as i watch,i know i shouldnt have cared as a more than a friend thing when you're getting hurt day by day. You're stubborn,and you know it. But as time goes by,i knew i have to forget the past and start anew. What happen right now,ive decided. I dont wanna get back to someone i had histories with,even if i had the choice to do so. Even if im not over that someone. There's two in mind. One,is not my type cause we're world's apart,we're different. And one,you know who you are. So yeah,i think im letting go at last. I know how it feels to have the feelings of hatred to someone when you know you loved them at the same time. I experienced that.
What i wanna say,you're not alone. We're teenagers. Have fun till you drop. You cant turn back when youre older and wishing you're still in your teen's stage. Right? Im beat,at feeling sad. And yeah,i'll look at you differently starting of today. Not an ex,not someone i had feelings for,but just a friend. 2 months and we're going to have our different paths. Only Nabilah plan on staying,on this friendship. Plan on having the same course or school. But thats what we planned,we wont know if we cant get it granted. So yeah,what im trying to say. I dont wanna have myself trap into something called love.
So long,toodles. :)
And psst,i have a follower at last! As in blogger. But i dont know who he is. Lol,a malaysian!
And im made twitter but im not active. Lmao,bye.
But,as i watch,i know i shouldnt have cared as a more than a friend thing when you're getting hurt day by day. You're stubborn,and you know it. But as time goes by,i knew i have to forget the past and start anew. What happen right now,ive decided. I dont wanna get back to someone i had histories with,even if i had the choice to do so. Even if im not over that someone. There's two in mind. One,is not my type cause we're world's apart,we're different. And one,you know who you are. So yeah,i think im letting go at last. I know how it feels to have the feelings of hatred to someone when you know you loved them at the same time. I experienced that.
What i wanna say,you're not alone. We're teenagers. Have fun till you drop. You cant turn back when youre older and wishing you're still in your teen's stage. Right? Im beat,at feeling sad. And yeah,i'll look at you differently starting of today. Not an ex,not someone i had feelings for,but just a friend. 2 months and we're going to have our different paths. Only Nabilah plan on staying,on this friendship. Plan on having the same course or school. But thats what we planned,we wont know if we cant get it granted. So yeah,what im trying to say. I dont wanna have myself trap into something called love.
So long,toodles. :)
And psst,i have a follower at last! As in blogger. But i dont know who he is. Lol,a malaysian!
And im made twitter but im not active. Lmao,bye.