Im freakingly bored right now and i really dont know what to do. I saw a redbull in the fridge but it belongs to my stepbrother. I feel like taking it but im scared he'll scold me. The only thing whc is in my mind is the can of cold redbull in the fridge. Gah! Just a sip will do sia :/ Okay stop it!I feel like going out but mom wont allow me for today. I wanna have bubble tea and redbull. Gah. I wanna have the porridge at banquet. I wanna have fried mars bar. There's so much i want to eat now,cause im hungry,obviously. I feel like cutting my hair cause its freaking irritating to tie such a thick hair. Actually its not,but i just feel like its thick. But its not,lol k stop it. I wanna have a freaking short hair. But,i wanna keep my long hair. Bleahs,make up your mind girl. -.-
I wanted to start a convo with __. But i dont know why i just feel like i should not. I wouldnt want to face any akward situation later on. Omg maya,you and him is not even talking in reality, whats with the akward situation? But a talk wont cause any harm. But i still dont have the guts. Known him for long,and ive never talk with him.Each time i wanted to start a convo,before i enter,i'll backspace it,like wtf! Kay forget it.
I think ive made up my mind. I want my own freedom. My own rights to talk to who i want. And i dont think anyone have the rights to stop me,to get angry w me or whatever. And i think i want to be my usual self,from now on. Ive really really made up my mind.
Im feeling sleepy now eventho i woke up at 3 just now. Gaaaah k idk what to do after this! Maybe just cook some porridge for mom,thats all. Im off,bye!