My head's spinning like a merry go round.
Im tired of bothering. What do i get? Im getting tired of talking,and advicing over and over again. Favouritism. It's not fair. My mind,there's alot of things to think of right now,and im not in my best of mood. I feel like venting anger,for whatever reason you might think of. I dont really feel like talking today. When things happen,right infront of me i cant do anything much. There's like a thousand things running through my mind now. Do whatever you want,i dont wanna care anymore. Think for your own self. March just started and I have a feeling something bad will happen,soon. Fuck March. I got alot of issues to settle with my own feelings.
Prepare to fail tomorrow's common test. Im not going to study much. I gave up on common test. Set difficult papers and expected us to pass. O levels,i know. But take a chill pill,its only March. At least give us a chance to be happy for once when we got our common test results. Oh,that wont happen,im gonna fail real badly. Its not that i didnt put in effort,i put in alot of effort this time round,but its not up to my standard. Can i just fucking move on to a private fnb course in oriton's cause I alrd reached the cut off point due to my n's? But the fees,it cost a bomb. Wtv,i still will and have to get into a course i like,eventhough it takes me to go in into some higher nitec fnb course.
Im expecting something to happen. Real soon.