
With a heavy heart,Ive deleted everyth that is related to you. Everything in my phone and lappy history.
I feel like heeding to the library alone like how i did yesterday night after tuition and continue reading my new moon book. My house looks dark now and its raining heavily,my bed's calling me to lie down on it,but im not going to. Homeworks are set aside,without even touching it. (Y) Zang maya. Im getting addcited to my blogsong,i feel like dedicating it to somebody. Lol. "And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better."
Was eating(And i swear I dont have the appetite,and plus that was my first time to eat today.) Plus its 4pm already. I ate not until 1/4 of it and throw it in a plastic bag dump it in the rubbish chute. Why? So that mom doesnt suspect me of wasting of food. Clever,i know. I dont know why i lost my appetite fully. I was hungry before i cook. When suddenly i heard a loud thunder. ): not because of im scared of the thunder,cause it fucking remind me of someone. Shut up,okay i know. And yeah,i think im losing weight already.Nevermind,let's be the old maya back,the thin and skinny like pole. I'll do diet-ting then,for no fucking reason. Once bof episodes are over,I'll never think of you again.
Im gg out,maybe yes maybe no. Bye