Im absent from school today cause my flu's getting worst. And the fact that today there's two boring period of physics. Physics have been boring since the last two years ive taken this subject. And plus,teachers teaching physics will be someone boring too. Sch's ending at 12,so might as well i cure myself at home,stuffing two panadols and sleep till afternoon. I woke up at 12 plus,and called tasha. I guess right,they're in the bus otw to temasek poly. Thank god its not singapore poly,cause i really wanna go there. Maybe will be going to sp's open house tmr with whoever is following.
Currently thinking,of dropping art or still,i already told art teacher,im choosing to do batik for this year. But thinking about it,if im dropping art,i'll have only 5 subjects and i cant have any "ungraded" in any of the subjects in order to pass my o's. I can spent my two periods of art in the library alone focusing on the other subjects if i drop art. But if im doing batik and i got the same c5 in art,it will totally flunk my o level points. I really need to get 5 subjects below 20 points right? Time flies fast,i think im quitting work soon enough. Maybe next two weeks or something,maybe take a break or something,continue working as part timer on june holidays spending 1/4 on work and 3/4 of my time on remedials that im sure there's lots of it.
Thinking about this everyday,i begin to feel fear on dissapointing mom. I wanted to pass o's for her. I never had feel this enthusiasm in my studies and guess what,ive already think of what i wanna be,my dreams,like at last. Come to think of it,now i understand why cousins laughed at me when i was 4 years old,i told them my dream was to become a florist,just because of the fact that i love flowers when i was a toddler.
Thanks abang,mom was so dissapointed in you for quitting school. I wasnt even in my mood when mom texted me about this. Well,thanks to those who cheered me up. And thanks to mcdonals,cause i was hungry and angry at the same time yesterday at nanyang,and i was happy they did gave us break time. I guess,by only trying my best to study hard and pass my o's will satisfy mom,since i already had everything i wanted. From things i wanted to buy to mom being someone who i can talk things with,including about personal suffs. Im working on my assesments after doing the house chores. Im off,i know this is a pretty long update. But whatever,i just feel like talking/typing cause there's no ones home.
And plus,i need to buck up in my english,cause i think im the only one who get c5 in my english class. And im very sure english teacher will send me to the basic english class,cause some are selected to go there. And its like obviously im one of them. Im out,bye.
Currently thinking,of dropping art or still,i already told art teacher,im choosing to do batik for this year. But thinking about it,if im dropping art,i'll have only 5 subjects and i cant have any "ungraded" in any of the subjects in order to pass my o's. I can spent my two periods of art in the library alone focusing on the other subjects if i drop art. But if im doing batik and i got the same c5 in art,it will totally flunk my o level points. I really need to get 5 subjects below 20 points right? Time flies fast,i think im quitting work soon enough. Maybe next two weeks or something,maybe take a break or something,continue working as part timer on june holidays spending 1/4 on work and 3/4 of my time on remedials that im sure there's lots of it.
Thinking about this everyday,i begin to feel fear on dissapointing mom. I wanted to pass o's for her. I never had feel this enthusiasm in my studies and guess what,ive already think of what i wanna be,my dreams,like at last. Come to think of it,now i understand why cousins laughed at me when i was 4 years old,i told them my dream was to become a florist,just because of the fact that i love flowers when i was a toddler.
Thanks abang,mom was so dissapointed in you for quitting school. I wasnt even in my mood when mom texted me about this. Well,thanks to those who cheered me up. And thanks to mcdonals,cause i was hungry and angry at the same time yesterday at nanyang,and i was happy they did gave us break time. I guess,by only trying my best to study hard and pass my o's will satisfy mom,since i already had everything i wanted. From things i wanted to buy to mom being someone who i can talk things with,including about personal suffs. Im working on my assesments after doing the house chores. Im off,i know this is a pretty long update. But whatever,i just feel like talking/typing cause there's no ones home.
And plus,i need to buck up in my english,cause i think im the only one who get c5 in my english class. And im very sure english teacher will send me to the basic english class,cause some are selected to go there. And its like obviously im one of them. Im out,bye.