Sometimes,you cant really get what you want,most. For me,its not sometimes,its always have to be "I cant get something i want." Im so sorry if ive given out alot of reasons to cover my mistakes. Half of it are true,half are not.Truth is;Im not over someone yet. I needed time,i keep reminding of him.Ive stopped loving him but its just that our memories kept lingering eventhough im with someone else. I may look like some retard and people would think im love sick,or what. But im sure you guys have been through what im in now. Im not ready for someone new,right now. Or either,i cant either have the feelings for you.
Lastly,i wanna say thanks to afiq for hearing me out yesterday. You're always someone i can turn to whenever im in my downs. You're always randomly asking if ive got any problems,thanks alot. And importantly,thanks for understanding eventhough i started saying vulgars. You did understand cause i was pressurised at that point of time. Thanks alot.
For now,i think im staying with my girls. No one knows how much i loved them. Time makes us more closer than before. Thanks alot girls.
And mom,sorry for something. Im trying to quit it.
Lastly,i wanna say thanks to afiq for hearing me out yesterday. You're always someone i can turn to whenever im in my downs. You're always randomly asking if ive got any problems,thanks alot. And importantly,thanks for understanding eventhough i started saying vulgars. You did understand cause i was pressurised at that point of time. Thanks alot.
For now,i think im staying with my girls. No one knows how much i loved them. Time makes us more closer than before. Thanks alot girls.
And mom,sorry for something. Im trying to quit it.