I dont understand why people intend to do stupid stuffs just because they cant get someone they wanted. Well,i understand how you feel,cause im there for like alot of times,more than you do. But doesnt mean you have to do all this. Such as overdosing yourself with such alot of number of panadols. Do you know how much it hurts me to hear this? For once,im saying this. I cared for you,alot. As long as i know,i didnt show it,right? But i do. Really, you're almost to 19,please think for yourself. I have ever experience smth like you,but im never ever gonna repeat my stupid mistakes,just because of someone who dont really appreciate us. Cause i really think my mindset change Think,what do you get when you're doing all this? Are you gaining anything? Furthermore,you have your future to think about. Take this;what mom says to me,and bring it all along. "If someone cant return the feelings like how we had,for what wait? You're wasting your time,move on." Im repeating this for alot of times already. Seriously. I'll be here whenever you need any help. But please,yknow i hate you drinking alot,and doing all this stupid stuffs.
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