Why are you making things so difficult for me? Im sorry but i dont know why im feeling so not satisfied now. With everything. With everyone. Whatever,but people which im not happy with whc is only i know. Can i like,just run away from everything? I just wanna be alone,thats all. I need to clarify something with someone. But im a coward. Plus,i care what other people and you,thinks about me. I feel like i need someone but i dont want anyone to know. Isnt that ridiculous? Well,maybe i should transfer myself into some mental hosp -_- Well im not having any moodswing or whatever. But i have been keeping quiet for the whole day and i miss abang. I need his entertainments. But he's busy,with his gigs and friends :/ Nevermind,maybe i should learn how to entertain myself starting from now on. And i think i need someone who's not that close to me to listen to my stories so he/she could advice me by looking from the outside,just for the fact that he/she just get to know me and dont have the idea on whats happening. Im blabbering,yes i do. Okay maybe i should forget about this for just awhile and do my housechores,so i could be busy with myself.
Dont text/call me and say why,or saying i could turn to you if i have a problem now,rest assure,i wont reply to this kindaf text anymore.