Bestest.

i miss this more than any other thing else.

Im feeling emotional,so just read what i have to type about.

Dont ask my why,but just a few minutes ago,i keep looking back all of our pictures,which includes me and my girls.It makes me remember how we understands each other so,how we wanted to make each other happy,how we shared downs and ups together,how we faced each other,telling our problems and consoling on how we have to move on out of our old past,and starting anew.How i swept both of you girl's tears when you two had problems cause i so hate to see my girls cry.When i had problems with any guy,i'll always keep thinking,i had my girls and thats enough for me.They,stayed through estimated for 2 years with me,make me who i am now.They truly knows how i felt at any moment.We had our tiffs and succeed in building our friendship back.When i think back,each of us have our bads,and i dont even care,cause i acted like a jerk sometimes too.How i wish,all this will lasts,but everything change so fast now.Let's rewind things back.Its like,we started our friendship during our sec threes,tup tup tup,here we are.Everything changes totally.I understand all are busy working,but i just.. dont know why.Our attitude towards each other,it changes too,dont you agree?I cant even feel you treated me as a bestfriend anymore.Well,i do,still.I still love you two like how i did the moment we started this friendship.I never had the intention to break this friendship up or say goodbye to each other. Let alone,just because of a tiff,and we break our friendship apart.

I miss laughing all along with you two.I miss how farihin calls us pole,cause we were skinny.Psst,but ive think ive gain weight now.I miss how we girls slack at my house.I miss the outings we had with these two girls by my side. I miss being flirty with two of you girls.I miss kissing farihin's cheeks and i miss running after tasha to let me be the first kiss of her life.I miss how we three sabo-ed each other when our birthday came.I miss school days,we escaped from class just to drink water cooler and slack in the toilet,cause mr joseph tan wasnt that strict.I miss how we girls create a new game of a badminton we created on our own.I miss how we girls hold hands and not acidentally block people's way at amk hub.I just miss everything.Like yes,everything.I wanted this kind of happy friendship like who we had back then,now.And i promise i'll still keep this in mind,like how i did for the last two years;Dont make any of my girls feel disheartened of my doings.

I just came back from work,and i just feel like ive didnt walk back to my block on an afternoon cause i worked from 8am to 4pm,its always midnight when ive come back from work or going out with friends.I feel like going for a jog at 9 plus if my buttocks are not that lazy to go for it. Tmrw's off day and will be going for the army seminar with nabilah and suphian. I hope that fucking seminar cheer me up,at least. Im out,its almost 6pm and im going for a nap till mom gets home from work. Bye.