come on get higher.

Blogger's stupid. Can't upload photos and i have to upload at photobucket,grr. Oh btw! Such a waste of time to go to school today,cause there's no lessons all the way till end of school. Cause there's this freaking h1n1 talks and about this torch things whc came out at the news ytd. And i was feeling so nice i brought all my books,including maths. Cus i dont really bring my maths book all the time. :) And my bag was freaking heavy it hurts my neck alot.

Okayokay,quit complaining. Just that my temperature was 37.4 in sch just now. Another 2 more celcius and i have to go home,lol. So close to have my bed alr,instead of wasting time at school. But neverminddd,i enjoyed kecoh-ing with the others,hehe :D Back home and i slept till 4 plus. At 5 went to have late lunch with mom at banquet. The porridge seems so nice,at the fish soup stall. But when i bought it,its not the same in the picture. Its not even like porridge. Just normal rice in the soup. Thats not even porridge sia. -.-

Nevermind,tmr can have porridge. Lol. Having kfc am with Farihin and Ishqal. (Y) Or maybe having waffles. Yum,my stomach's growling alr. And i feel like buying hot cakes mixture later on. When abang gets here again cause he's spending the night again here. And yeah,maybe will be watching transformers with mus. Or either w the others as well,nabilah yan all. But not sure. Lol,transformers? I think i never watch action movies at the movie before sia,all ghost or love movieeees. Haha xD Like at last im watching transformers. Lol!

Woah long update. I wanna watch korean movies bye!

Lazyyyyyyyyyy.

Thinking about starting school tomorrow makes me weak. Ugh,how unfair it is to have extended holidays for the others but not us. ): Im having flu and sorethroat right now,so might be possible if im not coming school tomorrow. But i wanna meet Farihin,so if coming tomorrow,its because of her. Guess what? I havent touch my homeworks yet. Yeay -.-

Will be doing some of th art preps later on. But i feel like having a nap now. My bed so cooling and my bantal busuk is so calling me. Once i grab my bantal busuk,fuh confirm i sleep till 9 siul! Im not online at msn currently cause i dont feel like chatting much nowadays. I'd rather watch movies online or continue my korean drama episodes.

Im off.

Primary.

Laugh as much as you want.
Lmao.

Krukkurukkruk.

I fugging miss you,ass.

Alamak,2 days more and school reopen alr.
Good for the ite students and some poly students. Probably only Nanyang and Republic having a week or another 2 more weeks of holiday. Woahhh! Sian ah korang,very lucky. Guess what? I havent touch my english compre,5 sia! Ahhhhh,k im dead. Viknesh confirm killing me!
Off,its alr 4am now. Mom using comp,im using lappy.(Y)

Ohyah,R.i.p michael jackson.

Im fugging bored and sleepy. Will be having tuition in half hour time. Ugh. So not having the mood to revise science. But nevermind,since ive got smtg to look forward to. I just had my computer repaired,yeay. Thanks repairman! :D Screen more bigger than lappy sia,more better use comp. Cause lying down while using lappy is soo giving me a backache. So yeap,after tuition will be heeding to courts to survey speaker for the computer. Since my speaker bo liao already.

So yeap,thats it,about my day. Oh yah,btw i woke up at 3pm again just now,lol. Eventhough i slept early at 2am yesterday,zzz. O.O Right now i just want some pocket money to go out tmr. Oh please mommmmmmm? *insert pathetic face. Ugh. So tt i can go and fetch Farihin at Tamp tmr after her tuition and have lunch with her. Im so tired of woodlands alr. Always banquet and fast food. -.- Nothing elseee. Im off. Maybe can have a 15minutes nap. Hee.

Yeah i think what you're doing now is right.
I'll think about it,your question.

Moodless.

For two days straight,i woke up not early then 3pm. And ajie just went back home,house went all quiet alr. Mom have alr went to sleep and im bored now. Wanna blogshop,but my items are almost to all pending by the other blogshops alr. Gah,what to do what to do. If i were to watch a movie,cant cause im really sleepy now. Maybe i'll just sleep after this.

My day is okayokay. I woke up at 4 and yeah,met two blogshoppers at cck and kranji. Then went back home,and do maths online homework. I havent submit it,cause damn hard. And i only do some qns. I hate vectors like how i hate my first kiss who dumped me. Okay that was seriously random. Idk why he's on my mind suddenly. But right,thats the only thing i can think of now whc i hate the most.

Another thing. I gave up,whoever. Seriously. Get this in your head. No use on telling me the next time on are you over me,or not. Eventho i seem to miss you at times. But,i'll be very happy to see you this way. With alot of friends surrounding you. Seem to change where the old you is just go to work and be in your own world. But remember this,i'll treasure our memories eventho we never have been together. I'll never despise you,despite you telling me its not because of faded feelings. I dont care alr,your reasons. What i know,i'll treasure everything. And of course,the bear whc you gave me on my birthday wch have alr witness me on my downs, and when im all hype up. Thanks f everything.

I miss ain i wana meet you tmr dnejfbjtgnioaefrn!
K bye.

Why?

Some of the webcam pictures we snap before going out just now. Lol and we realise our hair length is like the same so Nabilah called me her twin cause we had the same hair. Lol. Well yeah,waited for Yan at my house and then went to rp. Well,tried to do homework but yeah,as you expected. Ugh. :/ Lazyness. Lol. My head's spinning to think that holidays are soon to be over. Afiq repeatedly come to visit and lepak since he got no mood to break yet. :)

Its not exceptionally unfair that the ite students and the poly students are getting a one week extend holiday on their side. Well,not for the secondary school students. So,so unfair. But nevermind,i doubt i wont come to school the whole week. Ahh,lazy.

Well,yeah. Lepak and eat maggi after 9.30. Believe me,we were hungry and we all turn silent when we were having our maggi cup. Hahah! Like seriously. Waited for Aref and Hamzah and lepak awhile till 11pm. Then went home. Btw,happy 17th to Aref B Kamaruddin. :)
So yeah,enough for now. Im having a headache now,and im turning in after this.

To think that i stiill hv to endure a long journey,i feel like giving up alr.

Last minutes.

First, its irritating that pimples are already coming out. Second, its annoying that my ulcer's not getting better or even smaller. In fact, it stays just the way it is. ): Im having a hard time to drink or even to eat or laugh. Cause the ulcer is just beneath my lips, and its bigger than ever.

Ive finish the sec ones and sec twos maths online homework, thank god. There's no sec 5 ones,and i think we need to do all of em'. So yeap,going to rp to finish up 5 english comprehensions. Hopefully the others will co-operate and reduce talkings so i wont be distracted. Last minute homeworks. (Y)

And i still miss Farihin,and a get well soon to you babe. Go to the clinic if it gets worse.
Are holidays extending? Oh god,please. One more week and i'll be more than satisfied. Im off,its alr 4.45am and im crapping with Ajie from just now.

"Love is like a wind,you wont see it but you feel it."

Lalala~

Ps ps,mind my blogsong for awhile. Mum find bof osts and now im also obsess over it.
Eventhough i dont understand what they're singing. Heh. :D

Woah 6.30am alr. o.o

Thanks f everytg.

If only i got that kind of colour tone,i'll be very very satisfied sey. No,i didnt edit. Just the lighting from the window :) Had my first set of food for the day at 5,at banquet with Farihin accompanying me. Thanks alot. Thought of going down to my block's coffeeshop but was lazy to :/ And i rly rly feel like going out today. Bored of being stuck at home. So yup,went to Northplaza cause i feel like having chocolate snowshake put jelly! Lol,then parted with Farihin and met Afiq at my block's area.Went to rp and meet Feeqah up. I expected a smile actually babe): Then slack with Feeqah and then with Afiq. He and his stories! Heh,okay tak. Currently conferencing with Feeqah and Afiq,wah sian. Feeqah noisy sia. Hahaha. Off,its alr 5,20am 0.0

First,what were you thinking?!
Second,I think i'll try to get use to having this feelings,of loneliness.

Whats love'?

Out of all pictures.. That explains so much,boredom. Ive been stuck at home for the past three days. As in not going out in the afternoon. Cause i join Yan and Nabilah lepak ytd ytd night from 8.30 till 10.30pm(Y) Uber bored. Then Hamzah and Ishqal join,last minute lepak. Mom have been overtiming and ive got ntg to do,and i dont really have the mood to study. :/ Didnt went out yesterday(since its alr almost to 5am) except for going for a late dinner with mom,cause she finish her work at 9pm. Was craving for spaghetti,but there's only fish and chip and chicken cutlet left. So i just ate chicken cutlet,and i didnt finish it. Big mistake,cause im hungry like -___- right now.

Mom's veeeeeeery talkative now. Talking about korean actors and actress wah i think she more fanatic than me. Dinner just now was full of talks,without stopping i think. Hahah. Okay. Im currently watching this Korean drama. Full house(Y) About this actor whc force himself to married this random girl cause he dont wanna confess to the girl he like,because tt girl likes someone else. But at the same time her feelings were also not returned. And how the married couple live together and fell in love without noticing. Hilarious,i laugh alot watching this!

Ohyah! Vote for extend holidays at the sidebar. A one minute vote only.
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/index.htm

boredxz.

ARGHHHHHHH! Grown tired of blogshopping already.
Im booooooooooooored,i wna go out.):
Im hungry,alr almost to 5,and i havent even eat anytg.

Like this can be skinny sia. Ytd i didnt eat anytg till 7 plus.
(Y)

Fuckkkk. K im bored. o.o

AINXZXZXZXZXZXZXZ!

And. I miss you,badly.
Meet me soon,citotet.

During tuition,from citotet.
"Maya aku rindu kau k bye."

To you: Aku rindu kau jugak k bye.
xD

http://youplusmeequalsfriends.blogspot.com/
and here,smtg from mus.
a post whc made me lost for words.

The 19th.

Happy 2nd year to Muhd Suphian and Siti Nur Nabilah.
The always quarelling but last couple.
Last till forever.
I envy you two,fyi. :)

Thanks you two for being there,always.

Jia you!

I miss those feelings when i pass my n's and make mum proud. No one ever expected me to have the chance to go sec 5. Even mom and,abang. Well,i'll try my best on my O's this year and make mom proud yet,again. I'll start on my revisions,soon enough.

I can't help but to think tt i wont change,ever.
AND yeah. Boo,i know you can make it. Im doing this too.
Endure just fr awhile more.
xoxo.

ugggggggggggggggh.

All i wna see is a smile on each and everyone's face.
But i seem to ruin smtg.
Im not ready to face it.
:/

I'll tell you someday,okay?
I'll look like a total idiot saying whats on my mind,
that have been disturbing me all this while.
Negative.

I cant take this any longer.

However,i miss school already regardless that i'll be sleeping throughout lessons. I miss changing after recess with the other girls and making alot of noise and having endless laughters. I miss having Mr Zainudin telling us lame jokes when i'll be giving 'what is he talking about' look to th others. I miss looking at classmate's headbanging cause they're sleeping and with their eyes half open during Mr Alawden's lessons. Well,thats the only thing on my mind tt i could think of now whenever th school topic hits me.

Im getting bored of my own blog,i think im getting a new skin despite of ive just change the skin a few days ago,tehehe. Im having insomnia for real for the past three days and its suffffffffers me,alot. As im known for snorlax by deeyan and sleeping beauty by afiq. I loooove sleeping and i use to sleep whenever i can. Serious. I treat my sleeping time my first priority,even more important than friends. Those who are close shld know.I even delay most of the plans because i wna get my sleep. (Y)

And now its like,i'll always turn in early like around 2,but i'll get to sleep at 5. I slept,but i repeatedly wake up. Gave up ytd,and i went to th kitchen. Seriously,i think thats my first. Even if im thirsty or i feel like gg to the washroom during my sleep,i wont ever get up cause lazy to go down th bed stairs.(Cause double deck.) Lazy ass. So i feel like ytd was my first cause i carried my heavy butt to go to the kitchen. I dont even know why i cant get to sleep. Perhaps there's alot of things in mind to think about. But yesterday,thanks to Afiq to even reply my text at 5 in th morning and stay up.

No plans fr tmr. Last minute ones maybe?
And i think i better get a grip on myself and hold onto what i have.
But i think im letting everything out to someone,soon enough.

I need entertainments.

Woke up at 2 and get online. Got ready and went to cwp to have lunch with Ain at banquet. Around 5,went to rp and meet the others,and afiq up. Yada yada,studied just abit and talk alot. Well,more to the usuals than Ain. I still miss Ain though. Went to lepak at our usual place when i told them i wanna go home. And yeah,home-ed!

Insecure/Uneasy/Unsatisfied/Akward.
Thats how im feeling now. No reasons. No,there is. But i dont think i should elaborate. Not th right time. I just dont feel right. My mind's gna explode any moment. -.- And i hope i can sleep well today. Without tossing and turning for hours. Not gonna be online aft this.

Toodles.

I miss extensions.

I feel nothing but restless and bored of life.

Depending on tmr to have my laughters back.
Havent been going out for two or three days.
Or maybe thats th reason why im like this.
I miss Farihin lahhhhhhhh sia!

Whatthehellamidoing?

Sup?

Was suppose to go Sentosa with Farihin and classmates. Apologies to Zahirah,Apul and Ishqal for making you waste your time persuading me to go. Eventho you three keep repeating money isnt the problem. I cant stop thinking that im such a burden to friends,most of th time. No,but really. Well... but whatever it is,i know you're having so much fun there. :)

Have been doing nothing at home. Sleep,wake up,lappy,sleep,wake up,lappy. Cause mom have been switcing on the lappy and watching princess hours from 2pm. Gah. She's like more fanatic then me. And i swear i havent been sleeping well yesterday morning. Cause i went in to sleep at 3am but ive get to sleep like 1 hour plus later. Honestly,i dont even know whats on my mind. Gonna clean myself up and chill,yet again. Oh yes,i dreamt about my late stepdad. I was quarelling with him,as always. How i missed him. ))))):

"I keep hearing voices in my head. That what im doing now is wrong."
Dont' ask,just ignore.

Princess hours!

Th next guy im going crazy for,heeee. Yul.

Its yul she shld be kissing ): Ok no,yul shld be kissing me. HAHAHA!

Princess hours.
Another hillarious Korean movie im crazy over. Ive seen this series last 2 years ago,
but im watching it again. Well,mom too. o.o
I think its a habit for me to like the third party rather than the
actual 'hero' who will get th girl in the story. And th girl really cute sia,like jandi's character.
:)

Woah,im like a big fan of Korean movies or what?
This kindaf series are rather cute to watch. Okayokay i think i'll summarise some.

Goong is a story about young love in face of tradition, politics, and intrigue. In the imaginary world, modern-day Korea is a constitutional monarchy and the Royal Family lives in a grand Palace, the Goong. Story opens with the sudden death of the reigning the King. Faced with the decreasing popularity among the public for the Royalty, a grand wedding for the Crown Prince, Lee Shin (Joo Ji Hoon), is decided to be the best publicity move to improve the image of the Royalty and at the same time prepare Shin for immediate succession. The headstrong, awkward, and sweet spirited Shin Chae-kyung (Yoon Eun Hye) that just happens to go to the same exclusive art school. Chae-kyung was betrothed to become the next Crown Princess by her grandfather and Shin's grandfather.

After 14 years of living in England with his mom, Lee Yul (Kim Jeong Hoon) appears all of a sudden. He is Shin's cousin as well as the former Crown Prince. Everything seemed to be going normally until Chae-kyung's optimistic spirit wins the heart of internally lonely, Yul. As the Crown Prince Shin and simple-minded Chae-kyung's relationship appear to developing deeper feelings, a series of scandals are exposed to the public right after the pair were officially announced married. Will love prevail all in a world of political pressures and martial hardships? Or will being in the spotlight of the public be too much for the young newlyweds to endure?

Click to start watching.

Im soo gonna start watching again right from the start!

You got me going.

Satisfaction cause i got you by my back.
Satisfaction cause im getting back what i lose.
Satisfaction because im smiling like how im smiling above.
I got one right here with me,somebody who needs me not who wants me.

Thanks alot fr staying,throughout.

I miss Farihin,Nabilah and the usuals now.
Which includes Ishqal,Hamzah and Yan.
I miss lepaking with you guys.
But please don't irritate me by "I'll stop disturbing you since you got him."
It irritate the shit out of me.
But wtv,misses to yall.

Kris allen.(Y)

Click here!

To Adam Lambert's fan:
TOLD YAH HE'S GAY! (N)
Hahaha. Read the article above.
Credits to Deeyan.

Off.

I love th way you feel.

Boring friday it is. Holidays started at last. As in no remedials or whatever.
Lol if there is remedials,i wont even go. But still,feel guilty but wtf i dont care. Hahah.

Current mood:Satisfied ever.
Because of two things. One,because ive told my bad side to love.
Accepted it or not,its up to you. But what i know,
i still miss you. Close your eyes,and you'll see me.
:)

And another thing,i cant reveal it out yet. Cause such an evil idea,heehehe.
Only ain,___ and me knows. Hee.
Weeeee,im happy yet sleepy.
Off,bye! :D

Two days.

Overdued pictures for yesterday and today.

Yesterday.
Last minute plan to town with Ain,cause both feel like eating at Nasi ayam penyet ria. Wooo steamy but i dont know why yesterday i cant stand the spicyness. o.o Seriousshit. Then went to Far east and Ain was happy cause she brought a bangle. Hahaha,nice but i didnt let her cause she needs to save up for smth. Realllllly need to save up sia girl. Lol. Then went back woodlands at around 6 and i feel like eating ice cream and farihin bought clam chouder. Ate behind mrt control stn while waiting for deeyan then suddenly a group of guys walk past us.

Guy: Kawan mintak number,boleh?
Farihin:Yang mana?
Guy: Due due.
Farihin: Err,tak boleh uh.
Guy: Asal?
Farihin: Pasal kite due due attach!
Guy: Then tak boleh uh nie?
Farihin: *geleng kepala.

Swear i laugh like what sia. Eventho the guy just left us. And i was like "Attach kepe?" HAHAHAA! Lol soccer group of guys. o.o Then went to meet deeyan and lepak. Meet love up,and lepak again,walk around admiralty park. Till 10 plus and went back home.

Today.
Went to watch drag me to hell,with Farihin,Saiful,Adi,Nasha and Zahirah. MUST GO WATCH! Seriously the suspens like fuck,like all the way sia. And farihin shouted like O.O Then lepak with Zahirah and Nasha with rp and at th same time met love up. :) Played continue the story game,and gossippppppp. Haha. Love send me home. Hugg and go. Stotet,i still miss you,seriously i do. ): Off,crapping with abang. Bye!