Good luck.

Dont pretend you cared when you dont.

With close friends and Afiq today at rp. Hamzah,Mus,Ishqal,Nabilah,Yan.
Revise mt for just abit and done. Sleepy and moody mood.
Ive been thinking about somethings.
Are you even for real?
Are you regretting it now?

Good luck for those taking mt o's.
Jia you till th end. 4 months plus more.

Lovelies.

Today was spent w Nabilahdearest and the usual close friends.Well,i got ready and went out at 2.30pm and met Nabilah at adm's last cab. Heed to orchard and swap my item with the blogshopper. And the blogshopper so pretty and tall,lol and looks abit like peisi. ^^ Lol. Thanks tho. So yeap,had no idea to go where with Nabilah,end up going cityhall and heed to mccafe,bought my fav double chocolate and then to th performance thing. Random thang,there's a japan band performing and we're the only youngsters there i think. And the band was super awesome. The bass and the singer fugging cute sia. Haha but japan. The band's name lubi or smtg idk. Slacked awhile after tt and proceed to republic poly since the others there alr.

There's Atika,Azura,Ishqal,Hamzah,Afrio,Ayie,Nasha and one of the guys friend. Had self mt study and alot of laughters when Azura became the teacher to test peribahasa and all of us raising our voice to answer it. Hahaha,funny i tell you. I dont know whats w me today,but i think i was th loudest. o.o So yeah,yada yada and out of rp at 9.20pm. They wanted to go to the park nearby but mom called me to say she's hungry so must faster go home. Lol. So yeap,i went home while the others didnt. Went home and watched boys over flowers while cooking. And tts all. And since bro's cmg home tonight,i'll not go out tmr. Unless the blogshoppers wanna meet me or smtg. Off,im tired+sleepy.

I knew about it all along. I knew it was me,its obvious. I gave that advices to make you realise. I dont know why but i was waiting for you to say its me. Well,i should have elaborate more on my feelings last night but i fell asleep instead,im sorry. Well,i really think i can make you my everyth. My listener on anyth and my laughing gas eventho its in msn or our webcam sessions. But i had doubts. Not about you,but me. No worries.


Alot of pictures,mind it.

Lol i had Nabilah to wear my shoes cause i had blisters alr and i was sufferinggggg!

Mcm kat garden scenery mana sia.

Since Nab likes this pic,but i dont. Nvm,i just upload it. Haha.

Tak perlu,i know.

Nabilah say "We had th same smile."

Loves.

Rp.

The whole load of girls. Ily classmates.

Azura,lol.

Doubts.

Road run>Sleep>Hosp>Yishun>Home.
So thats it. Farihin's going to malacca tomorrow. Have a safe trip babe,and bring back bubble gummies for me! :) The plan's tmr is: I dont know but i wanna go out. Confirm. Worst to worst,go library and return my books. And,meet the others up to self study. Only Ishqal and Hamzah's the confirmed ones. I havent yet ask the others. Only some rough ideas of mine. And yeah,maybe meeting up the blogshoppers to swap things. So thats it.

O levels mt on Monday,im feeling the butterflies in my stomach. I have a feeling the papers are gonna be hard. Gahh. Im off.

Any yeah you,i missed you and i miss cristhmas.

I watch this without fail once everyday. I think i got a crush on the left one. ;) She's just oh so cute. Her craziness and all. She have a great voice somre. Like so perfect,lol! And the other one,is her sis.
AHHH KELSEY<3 LOL.

Stand by me.

Hi,road run was great. More fun than last year's. Woke up at 6.10am and had second thoughts on telling mom im lazy to go,but nevermind. Since its the last day of school. Lol,no last day sia. There's loads and loads of remedials for 2 weeks straight,like no holidays.

Met up Ishqal,Nabilah,Hamzah,Yan and Yan's small brother at admiralty's last cab. Adik kau cute please? Mintak kene. Lol. Well basically i was th first one to arrive and i was mad off and shouted "JANJI MELAYU!" at them when they arrive. -.- One by one. Then meet farihin jo all at amk hub and took th bus to bishan park. One good thing,when we run today,the weather's not hot. Thats good :) Well,walk with Nabilah,and the others too but decided to finish off 1/4(only) of the road run by running so yeah we did and we pespired like -.-'

Finish road run,went to amk hub gathered them all and made plans. At last went to woodlands banquet with the same people i go this road run with. Had chicken rice,random and simple,lol. Cause so tired of banquet alr and there's nth interesting there eventho there's a new nasi ayam penyet stall. Then went to arcade,stakat. Ishqal treat us one game each and extra credits was playing basketball game tgt,and they played guitar hero. Idk pe shirt can go in arcade o.o Then went home. Done. Am going for an afternoon sleep,bye!

I love you guys,alot. (L)(L)Me,Farihin,Hamzah.

Lol,farihin.

Ishqal.

Ishqal,Nabilah.

Making things worse,who? Me?

Im saying nicely. And im still in my senses.

Dont assume if you dont know anything. Im not interested in anybody,and you dont have the rights to say all that to tell him that you understand me so well. Just because you use to understand me. Doesnt mean you know me in and out now. I dont know you anymore.

Im not confirm im going for the road run tmrw anot,so yup. Im in a happy mood now,and things just doesnt concerns me cause i know im not th one whose making things worse. And mom's taking me to eat nasi ayam penyet ria tomorrow at novena! Wee. Another thing whc makes me happy. Heh. And i think i got a favourite food,like at last. :)

Headache.

Damaged hair. Thats an example. LOL. We've alr got all our marks back already. Everything. Well,eventually i am so over mid years already. Alot went so emotional about this. But at least all these had an effect on us. A wake up call. Right guys? 5 thinking,buck up. Everyone. Anyone who's in my class reading this. Try to have an improvement on the o level's results,more than the last year sec 5's. :) Insyaalah,if god's willing. Lets buck up tgt. More study outings. Real ones.

So yeah,basically after i got online after school,i slept till like 8pm,but im still having a headache,cause i lack of sleep. Tomorrow will be a very long day till 2.15pm. Nevermind,just another one more day. Endure please maya? I know you're tired but please study hard. I love you.

-.- Haha. Im offing right after this,sleeping straight yes. Mt papers i'll do tomorrow. Art camp will be on th 5th,6th and 7th. Compulsory one,i dont know how mom will survive at home without me. Lol. But its compulsory,she cant do anything. And what will we be doing during art camp? Camp sounds fun right? But no,all we have to do is prepworks,art,prepworks,paint,art. Thats all. No activities and no games or whatever. We will only sleep and do art all day long till night. (Y) Nevermind,but will be combining with sec 4 exp and acad and sec 5s. And remedials will be straight from early 8am till 5.30pm. See how uptight my schedule is. -.- Thats th reason why i hate school. Nevermind,just one more to go to this fuck up life.

Physics paper 1 : 10/20.
Physics paper 2 : 17/65.
Chem paper 1 : 6/20.
Chem paper 2 : 13/65.
Overalls for science: 32.8%. (if im not wrong.)
Art paper: 59/100.

An improvement on physics,an unexpected double digit number for chem. And yeah for mids,i only pass my mt,geog and art. But since i scored low for ss,human considered fail. Im off,bye.

4 more days.

Last year's.

I owe you two girls happiness and friendship. Big time.
Sorry for any of my mistakes,i wanna make up to it.
<3

"Maturity is when your heart,soul and the way you knows how to differenciate between the goods and the bads of something."

Hungry bodoh!

This reminds me of old times. Its alr almost to 3.30am and im still webcamming with this crazy guy. Asked him to sleep and he prefers to wait for me. Lol,the last shot i know it was a soo -.- hahaha but nevermind uh. Lol! I want cut my hair lah gundoo ass): Hahaha. Ok no!

Well my day went as per normal just tt i had breakfast at kfc with Farihin. (L) Talked about things,lol and did malay plannings there. Walked to school and we ran after the gate cause we reached 9am sharp. Lol,was sweating like o.o. And yeah,when we reach ,the security ask,why run? Doh. Lol. Reach class and had intensive mt lessons. Jia you guys,another how many days to o levels mt. Try doing great in this so yall can concentrate on the other subjects for o levels. Can ditch mt alr. =x So yeah. Till aft recess,had our english papers,ss and maths. Woah sian,then no mood sials.

Maths p1 : 22/80.
Maths p2 : 17/100.
Eng p1 : 7/30.
Eng p2 : 17/50.
Ss p : 9/50 .

So its like only mt and geog pass,but combine humans still counted as fail-.- Wtf. No mood till people's advice didnt get into my brains. At tt point of time i just feel like gvg up,thats the only thing in my mind. Went home,slept till mom reach home at 6 and had some talks. Girls talk plus about my future. Gah,she at least wanted me to go rp but nah,like cannot sia-.-

Im off uh,webcamming with abang and the ass upstairs. Lol upstairs or what? Haha. Bye!

On th verge to gv up.

Mid year results was a nightmare.
I wanna give up...
Can? ):

Updating at night,no mood currently.

Blame it on the alcohol.

Monday was quite okay. Had mt intensive lessons from the start of school till recess. Tell me how sleepy and tiring that is? But quite interesting cause th sec four express are with us. Can laugh with their ideas of making up of karangans. So yeah,had recess and mee soto again! :) After recess,had some assembly for awhile whc was about the road run at Bishan park this friday. I guess im attending,cause i really feel like running. I feel like im carrying a weight in my body cause its getting heavier.

Afterwhich,had english oral whc i was so nervous. Im always like this when i had any orals,btw. Guess what,i got Mdm Kesavan and she gave me comments on my overalls once ive finish. She told me i have to speak louder,whc i think i alrd speak loud enough. Lol,had to become the time taker and repeated this "Stop reading. Once the three seats infront are empty,you three go infornt tgt. Okay?" Lol,i think i repeated this like alooot of times,and i dragged my legs across the hall cause the tables are far apart-.- Thanks uh kesavan.

Overalls,i didnt do much for this oral. So yeap. Went cwp right after school w ain and sha. Just because ain feel like hvg mccafe's white chocolate frappe,lol end up i ask her to buy deluxe chocolate,woah steam! Went back and slept till 10pm (Y) Lol. Woah sian,so lazy to attend sch tmr,mt intensive lessons again -.-

BOYS OVER FLOWERS 5 YEARS LATER EP 3 HAVE ALR BEEN UPLOADED!
Jihoo and Junpyo come out alr teheheh. I am,gg crazy over jihoo,AGAIN.
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:)

Nvr knew you didnt mean a thing.

I nvr had imagine you would hv said tt. But what i know,you hv totally ruin it. Ruin totally everyth. Saying im one hellaf someone who doesnt understand anyone. When all this while,i never have did brag about you and I understood what you did to me all this while. Now,i guess there's no turning back. Right? Looking back at th old entries at old blog and private blog,i think you're the last one i took so much time to get over and done with.

And i think im going crazy over this song.



You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one Ill always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one Ill always love

Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one Ill always love

Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before.

mendak sials.

Chem tuition at 12 till 1.30>Online>Sleep>Online.
Lmao,what a greeeeeeeeat life! -.-' Okay *yawns. Ahhhhhhhhhhh i feel like dlting off my msn! Hahah serious and woah :o I saw someone unexpected onlineing sia! Lol i thought you blocked me? Haha.

Okay tet. No idea what to blog about. Ive talk things out w mom about everyth.
Thanks alot,mom. For the umpteen times. I felt relieved.
K bye,wanna watch tvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv.

Officially missing you.

Mind 2nd picture,low quality. Gah. Mom,i really need a new phone,im so tired and sick of this one already. So yeap im updating for yesterday. Had no plans till 5.30pm when i feel lik eating outside plus there's no food that could make me full at home. o.o Obviously. Texted Nabilah up. Ishqal and Yan tagging along cause all wanna slack. So yeah,meet up at Northplaza,and bought my fried chicken rice. And went to fushan's area of blocks and slack. Like mats and minah reps sia,serious. But no,we're not. Hahaha.

Ate and talked about alooooooot of things. Woah sian,i dont know guys likes to gossip too,lol. Woaaaah,we reminisce our old times when Yan suddenly reminds us about our sec three june holidays where our friends would gather at 846,play cards and talk. And at tt point of time onward,three couples get tgt,in a v cute manner. Haha. Im not gonna state who was my partner was,but i was the one who had a secret crush on him. Then every night,our friends will put up a conference call and we played truth game. And i have to tell whose my crush was,and yes. Im not quitr sure if he likes me too but what i know after we hang up the conference call in the wee morning,that guy asked me to be his's. Well,thats when Nabilah and Yan get tgt, and Farihin and Syafiq too. Can smile alone sia thinking about th past,seriously. But unfortunately,we didnt last long. Certain reasons,not faded feelings or whatever but.. i dont think i shld elaborate. Hahah,we had a good laugh talking about all this.

Since Ishqal wasnt one of us that time,so he just sat down and hear our stories. Went off at around 9.45pm and went home and watch boys over flowers. Get online and yeah its now alrd past 3. Someone asked me to sing Officially missing you and its freaking damn hard,like seriously. Not hard as in high notes,but low notes. Woah sian,dont have mercy on me sia. Im off,sleepy alr. And msn's getting all quiet. Bye. :)

Coffeebean ):

Like monkey,i know. Was clipping up my fringe.

After work moments.

Christmas.

Loads of Misses.

Work and coffeebean is missed like truckloads. I can't wait for after O's and continue on working there. Eventhough the pay seems to be pathetic for a part timer. A big pay for a full timer,but i felt like my backbones are breaking when i work as a full timer as a beginner there and work full time for 2/3 months,i cant remember. Report like how the schedule shows,morning afternoon night we can't be choosy. Was lonely when suddenly Farihin had been accepted to work with me. No one knows how happy i am. At least i hv an accompanion to go home with me and crap alot during work.

But our attitude-.- Since i change into a part timer when school reopens. Eventho we're late for work,we took our time and bought mr bean pancakes and slack before we go in and told the manager we had school. Cause we so hate rushing. Hahaha. Perangai sia satu satu. Crapped,laughed at our own mistakes on doing the drinks. Till customers came in back and ask why does the drink taste abit different. Lol. Me and Farihin not accidentally drop down cakes. Farihin not accidentally drop a big whole cake whc is an order from a customer while i not accidentally drop down a big tupperware whc consists of 12 pieces of cakes. Sian,expensive sia the cake,hahaha!

Such nice managers. Such a fucking nice big boss,Edward. The best boss ive ever seen so far,never had raise his voice to us,never had scold us,except for one of th managers. See,how nice. Eventho our attitude's like this. Haha. Ahhh i so miss the busy moments when we cant even talk to each other duing lunch time. Csue the office hours lunch time is when our work place was packed with all kinds of people. And as expected,alot of mistakes. (: Especially when there is big orders like having 15 coffees,5 latte,4 ice blended etcs. Kanchiong like fuck. Haha. Waaaaah miss sia!

Guess we have to attend classes and begin right from the start when we decided to join coffeebean and tea leaves back after o levels. If only there's vacancies left,but we are suree there is. Misses to all our work collegues.

I will miss 2009 batch.

Gah. Ishqal made me crave for oreo chocolate now. I can feel it in the throat man! I mean,my oreo chocolate. Haha. I just got up from my sleep. Slept from err 3.30 till 10pm estimated. See how i slept like a pig. If Farihin didnt call me at 10,i would have continue my sleep by now,still. Talked for 1HOUR30MINUTES. *laugh my ass off. Talked about certain things and then end up at work things. We miss working,we miss coffeebean alot,miss making the drinks,miss joking with th managers. Miss these more than anyth else. Okay,maybe not her,but me. Eh no,i miss Mus more. Miss miss,when wanna meet up sia. Okay im off,crapping with some people whc dont have life like me,haha. K no. Current plans tmr,playing pool with close friends. Not too sure yet. But,i feel like having someone to teach me science or maths. Lol,i feel like revising. o.o

Class photo's up. Spot me. Lol.
Formal shot.
Funny shot I.
Funny shot II.